Okay, I have to rant because I am so panic stricken. This is the second time since my son's diagnosis that he has been away for the weekend.
This weekend he is local but I just received a text message that he had a reading of 82 and of course I went into panic mode :( (He is honeymooning - hate this phrase BTW - which is making things a bit tricky these last two weeks)
So back to the sleepover - Pizza was being delivered so we figured 2 slices would be fine. Unfortunately, he is still on a six meal plan because of his fear of needles. He just started giving himself shots this past Sunday because he wanted some freedom (because of his set meal times - those will be changing this upcoming Thursday as he will be doing the bolus therapy) always, our first ped endo appointment isn't until the middle of August and this wonderful, poor doctor better have ALOT of time!! Being on this forum as been a godsend but also so much information that I am in OVEREDUCATED land - or am I?? My head is spinning with worry, questions, the "what if's?"
I have to let him "live" right? I resent that I am awake at 1:15 in the morning and that my husband is sound asleep without a worry in the world? Disclaimer: He is a wonderful father and loves his son but why isn't he up worried like me?
Okay, I'm going "psycho mom" at the moment - sorry. Do any of you feel this level of panic? Just when I thought I had a grip :(
Kleenex is making a killing off of me lately