Anyone else have trouble getting diabetes off their mind?

I'm sitting here trying to study and all I can worry about is my currently elevated blood sugar, the spot I can make out in my right eye, and whether or not my blood pressure is high and what that's doing to me. It sucks to feel like a senior when I should be at the peak of my health, and especially since I am so diligent about everything. I can't help but think about how happy I would be if I didn't have to put up with this. Anyone else have diabetes on the brain?

Yeah... All the time.

all the time...this is 24/7 and we are stronger than this!!!