Last night I slept with my pump suspended and when I woke in the morning my blood sugar was of course ridiculously high. I may have had ketones, but was out of the strips to test. I continued my day as planned attending a study group with my boyfriend. My glucose levels were still high at the group, but going down slowly.
Now for the part that concerns me... I'm not usually an irrational or angry person (indeed I'm quite happy), but at the study group I snapped a number of times at my boyfriend and a poor girl who worked at the facility. I was sweating, felt weak, and out of my head, but that's still not an excuse for treating the people around me, especially the ones I love like garbage.
I can't take it back and I can't apologize enough, but at the same time, when I was acting that way I did not feel like myself, and I'm afraid of who I am if that's how I'm gonna be with the occasional high glucose. I guess I'm looking for reassurance that I'm not the only one who loses their mind with high blood sugar and maybe some anger management tips for when it does happen.
Please someone say I'm not alone here. Thanks guys =]