Please bring me swift death, because I am low int he middle of the night and I am exhausted. All I want to do is sleep, but of course I can't even do that without diabetes getting in the way. Litterally two drinks tonight out at the bar and I am down for the count. It's taking a millenia to come back up to normal. Speaking of normal, when am I, a 23 year old, ever going to get to participate in a normal life without worrying about my two drinks throwing me in to a hypoglycemic spiral a few hours later? or stop scaring my boyfriend's dog everytime I have to take a shot? or take off two weeks from work because the flu nearly killed me with 400 + levels? Is it just me or do I recall my own pediatric endocrinologist -who had diabetes himself!- promise me that there would be a cure by the time i was 13...? Um, it's ten years later, assholes. Could you get on it? I am SO sick of having diabetes, i think 20 years is far long enough. I think 20 minutes is far long enough.
Sorry for the rant, I tend to get rediculously emotional when i'm low.