okay so i have had type 1 for 13 years, and maybee a lil over a year ago i started having bad lows, and seizures. so i got scared, so i started keeping my numbers high. then a few months ago i told maself that i needa keep ma numbers on track if i wanna live a long healthy life, that im messing up. and so ive been trying, and now i wake up almost every night low, and again in tha mornings, and sometimes i dont wake up. thank god ma mom checks on me alll tha time. this has always been ma fear(tha fact of na waking up when i'm low again). its scary..ive way passed ma 9 lives already. its so stressing, and it worrys ma friends, and ma fiance is 613 miles away right now, and he is so scared that next time he see's me ima be in tha hospital again. i dono what ta do. any ideas?