So I graduate from college on Saturday. I was diagnosed in the middle of sophomore year and have been pretty good since then. Last week I got my highest A1c ever, (6.7) despite the cgm. It’s mostly cuz of blind bolusing and not exercising, and i know that and I’m working on it. In fact, since getting the A1c result I’ve had near no hitters with an awesomely accurate sensor. Tonight I drank and then came home and accidentally pulled this kick ass sensor off. Damn. However, I put a new onein immediately, decide to cut my losses. Then I somehow LOST MY TRANSMITTOR. IN MY ROOM. No where for it to go, but it is gone. I’ve looked everywhere. How many places in one room could it hide?! It is brand new, too. And WAY more expensive than I can afford to replace.
I just wish I could take a night off from diabetes. or not lose and of break and or witness the malfunction of things that help me survive. I wok do frikken hard I feel like I deserve a break!