So I decided this spring that I wasn't going to diabetes get me down and not let it be the excuse for everything that does not go my way.
I started to take better care of myself. Got a CGM started checking blood sugars 6+ times a day. I got my A1c down from a 9.7 to a 7.4 in the span of about two months. Everything was going great.
The only thing is that it seems every couple of weeks I feel like crap. I have missed alot of work lately, which not only adds stress to my life and my wifes life makes me uneasy about my job situation. I love where I work, I like the people I work with the pay and benefits are great. I would be in a world of hurt if I were to lose my job. (As anyone would be.)
Sometimes I just wonder if this is going to be worth it. I know it is but, how come I feel better but I don't. My doctors tell me that it's my body adjusting to not running as "sweet" as before. Which I can understand. It just frustrates me that I feel like crap some days.
Anyways thanks for listening to my rant.