Today marks the beginning of my 3rd month being diagnosed & it still really sucks. :/
I remember my 3rd month, and that was one of the hardest months for me, emotionally. At the 3rd month, I was so mad at God. I always asked "why me?". If you have to cry, then cry! It will make you feel so much better to just poor your emotions out (especially to a parent or best friend). I know everything is still setting in for you. I'm almost at 7 months, and I am still trying to figure everything out!
Just remember everything you are feeling is perfectly normal, and we are all here to help you vent!
Take one day at a time!